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messed up, apparently
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[28 Sep 2009|05:27pm] |
well my flowers are dead
that sucks
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[27 Jun 2008|01:08pm] |
I'm way angrier at night than I am during the day.
Just thought you should know.
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[05 Jun 2008|04:08am] |
About a boy
The Baxter
Thumbsucker
Igby Goes Down
Harold
Requiem For A Dream
The Chumscrubber
Chasing Destiny
A Beautiful Mind
21
Boy A
Transsiberian
The Virgin Suicides
My Girl
Empire Records
Kabluey
Smart People
My Life Without Me
Gypsy 83
Old School
Bill
Happy Endings
American Beauty
Boys Dont Cry
The Go-Getter
Love Actually
Cheats
Strike!
Sideways
Local Boys
Waiting
A Midsummer Nights Rave
Fast Food Nation
Ed Wood
Frailty
5-25-77
Private School
The Libertine
Good Dick
Adventureland
Reality Bites
Being John Malkovich
Word of Mouth
Superbad
Fifty Pills
Prep School
Table for Three
Life is Short
I love you, Man
The Royan Tenenbaums
Empire Falls
I Heart Huckabees
Charlie Bartlett
SLC, Punk!
Shopgirl
Just a Dream
The Last Word
Go
Everything or Nothing
I should really see some movies before I continue to make this list even longer...
Starr, Depp, Pitt, Pucci
omg
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[05 Jun 2008|01:22am] |
:)
You are the Natural Wonder!
As the Natural Wonder, you'll do anything to save the planet, and it's only because you like it so much. From the mountains to the beaches, you've got a crush on nature, and you hate to see your crushes in pain. Instead, you try to keep nature as happy and healthy as possible by planting trees, and taking action to keep the air and water clean. You're on a mission to limit the amount of chemicals and pesticides in the environment, so you probably choose to buy natural products whenever you can.
What you'll wear to save the world: Something that works for hiking, planting trees... or even hugging trees. We bet your costume is made from natural fibers and natural dyes (no stretchy polyester for you!), and you'll probably lather on some earth-friendly sunblock before you head outdoors.
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[03 Jun 2008|01:02am] |
Here are your quiz results for 'A Quiz on Johnny Depp'
Question 1: Johnny Depp was born in:
You Answered: 1963
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): 1963)
Question 2: Depp's middle name is:
You Answered: Christopher
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Christopher)
Question 3: Depp was a high-school dropout
You Answered: True
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): True)
Question 4: Depp has been engaged to Jennifer Grey, Winona Ryder, and Kate Moss
You Answered: True
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): True)
Question 5: In Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl, he played:
You Answered: Jack Sparrow
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Jack Sparrow)
Question 6: At one point in his life, Depp was a ball-point-pen salesman
You Answered: True
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): True)
Question 7: Actor Matt Damon died outside Depp's L.A. club, The Viper Room
You Answered: False
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): False)
Question 8: In Depp's version of Charlie and the Chocolate factory, Wonka's estranged father was a shoe repairman
You Answered: False
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): False)
Question 9: Depp composed a song for Once Upon a Time in Mexico
You Answered: True
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): True)
Question 10: Depp was an only child
You Answered: False
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): False)
Your overall score was: 100%
woo-hoo!
Here are your quiz results for 'Top Hits from 2004'
Question 1: YEAH!
You Answered: Usher Featuring Lil Jon & Ludacris
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Usher Featuring Lil Jon & Ludacris)
Question 2: HERE WITHOUT YOU
You Answered: 3 Doors Down
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): 3 Doors Down)
Question 3: SUGA SUGA
You Answered: Baby Bash Featuring Frankie J
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Baby Bash Featuring Frankie J)
Question 4: TOXIC
You Answered: Britney Spears
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Britney Spears)
Question 5: THIS LOVE
You Answered: Maroon5
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Maroon5)
Question 6: THE REASON
You Answered: Hoobastank
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Hoobastank)
Question 7: NAUGHTY GIRL
You Answered: Beyonce
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Beyonce)
Question 8: MY IMMORTAL
You Answered: Evanescence
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Evanescence)
Question 9: BURN
You Answered: Usher
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): Usher)
Question 10: HEY YA!
You Answered: OutKast
This was 100% Correct. (Actual Answer(s): OutKast)
Your overall score was: 100%
"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
"Where there is love there is life."
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[06 Jan 2008|11:56pm] |
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patient: Dr. Cox, I'm not crazy.
Dr. Cox: Am I still singing?
Patient: Singing like a bird.
Dr. Cox: Still, you're not nearly as bad as her. Do you know how much you annoy me? The answer is, alot. Should I list the reasons why? Well I don't see why not. It's your hair your nose your chinless face you always need a hug, not to mention all the manly appletini's that you chug. That you think I am your mentor just continues to perplex, and oh my god stop telling me when you have nerdy sex!
J.D.: By the way last time Kim was in town, we got some appletini's and poured them on her good parts.
Dr. Cox: See newbie that's the thing you do that drives me up a tree, cuz no matter how I rant at you you never let me be. So I'm stuck with all your daydreaming, your wish to be my son. It makes me suicidal and I'm not the only one. No I'm not the only one...
Janitor: It all started with a penny in the door. There was a hatred I had never felt before. So now I'll make him pay, each and every day. Until that moussed hair little nuance is no more.
Dr. Cox: So now that is why I call you names like Carol Jane and Sue. Like Moesha Kim and Lilly and Suzanne and Betty Lou. Regardless of the names I pick my feelings are quite clear, your a pain in every day of every month of every year.
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Drink up, baby, down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy
You're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So let go, let go
Jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You have twenty seconds to comply
So let go, let go
Jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
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It's been forever.
I'm most likely (finally) going to see the doctor soon about my wrist because now it hurts non stop.
I hope Melissa is having TONS OF FUN at her JROTC thingy. And mentioning _ every five seconds. Yay!
KARA'S BIRTHDAY IS SOON! That makes me happy too. Except I have absolutely no idea what to give her. I picked out a card that made me think of her right away...but everything else...I dunno.
Other than that, I'm feeling pretty dumb for not knowing any math, and not creative at all.
I wish I was good at something other than tying my shoe. Even though that doesnt stay tied most of the time. :) jkjk. But seriously. I can't do anything artsy or cool. It sucks.
I really, honestly don't want a response to this, seeing as I never help anyone. But if you really feel like writing one go for it.
P.S. - I DIDN'T miss the bus today!!
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Yo my homiez.
hah.
So both of my friends on live journal know what happened the last two days. But they were really fun days. ! lol. yeah.
This whole break has been great. With the exception of tuesday.
I don't really want to write anything. So byes.
And love.
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[21 Feb 2006|06:32pm] |
My weekend:
Friday-Went out to eat (Olive Garden) with Alec. It was lots of fun. Until the crown on my tooth broke...but it was all okay. Then we walked to his house from the restaurant. We watched Flight Plan. I got mad at him for no reason other than me being dumb...yeah.
Saturday-Went with my dad, Alec, Terri, Terri's daughter Kim, Kim's son Jimmy, And Terri's grandaughters Katie, Ashley, and Hannah, to see 8 Below. It was so good. But So sad. I thought it was going to be really bad, but I almost cried. Then we allll went to my dads house and had pizza. My gramma and grampa showed up and had some pizza with us. Played phone hide and go seek with Jimmy (11) and Katie (10). Alec was on my team. We totally won. Then we played McDonalds with Hannah (4) and Ashley (8) -- something like that-- and that was about it.
Sunday-Went to Bahama Breeze with my gramma. That place is so good. Then we went to Micheals and I got 5 fuzzy posters (who cares if they are for kids) and 3 tiny tubes of paint for my room stuffes. Then I cleaned and rearranged furniture in mah house.
Monday-While I was enjoying our new second living room I heard shuffeling outside. I got excited because I thought it was my family from North Carolina (arriving later than expected, of course). But then I heard a bark and my mom screaming "Get away from her!" I ran outside as fast as I could and picked up my cat Misty (pretty white one that is 18 years old) and took her inside. There were two giant dumb dogs that attacked my cat in my yard. They have these stupid invisible fence things but they get out anyway. We were all so mad. I swear I would have grabbed the broom sitting on my front porch if I had seen them first. I don't care. They were on my property attacking my cat, It doesn't matter. We took Misty to the vet after like 2 hours of my mom Yelling at, talking to, and reasoning with the lady that the dogs belonged to. I wouldnt be so mad if this was the first time it happened though. (of couse I would still be mad but...) So my sister has called animal control on their dogs 4 times and they still havent been taken away. Honestly I would feel bad if they were taken away...but still. They have attacked my cat 3 times and they tried to attack me, Jenn, and my friend Chris once to.
So then (still Monday) Alec came over and we were outside swinging on my awesome tree swing and my mom opened the back door and my 4 year ond cousin was standing there I got so excited, I yelled "Oh my God!" and ran as fast as I could. :) I felt bad though 'cause I just kinda left Alec there, but he followed me, so its okay. My Aunt Martha, Cousin Staphanie, her husband Joel, and their daughters Mackenzie (4) and Loren (1) were finally here! I was so happy. Then stuff happened, I got mad, and got over it. Not that fast though. I was really unhappy for a while.
Tuesday-My aunt stayed and everyone else left to stay with other family down here. Misty came back from the vet! And I have been putting off homework and eating Cinnamon Toast Crunch. But still, I'm not as happy as I sound...
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Okay, while that was all nice that wasn't even the point of my entry.
The point was to talk about my dreams.
First, These wont be all of my dreams, obviously. Just some I have been thinking about. I'm only going to talk about two anyway...
My first dream happened sometime last week. I don't remember it fully but I already told it to people. I was walking home from school with Kristy (I thinnk it was swim practice, specifically) and then out of nowhere we just started to run. We kept running, and then we ran into the Disney park. It felt like I knew we were running from something but I didn't know what. We ran through tons of crazy rooms. Rooms with blue bouncy-balls on the walls, rooms with many cars...I remember that the whole time Kristy was I little ahead of me and I kept turning around to see if anything was behind us. When I was facing forward I could actually see things as the Julie running, but when ever I turned around it was like I was outside of myself and I saw the running Julie turn her head. Me and Kristy ran through the back door of a house (like the ones at the backlot of Disney's MGM Studios) and there was a guy in the house that was yelling at us. He didnt stop us or anything, but it was like he expected us to stop and eat/talk with him. Kara was in there too (wearing her bright yellow shirt) and she was running from him as well. When we were running out the guy was yelling "Fine! I'll save this food for the other girls who run through my house!!" So then I don't know if we thought he was chasing us, or if we were still running from the same thing, but we decided to hide behind a Christmas tree accross the street. For some reason in my dream I thought it would be a good Idea to stick my shoe in the Christmas tree. Once I did the tree lit up and my show lit up. Then all of the street lights lit up and houses did too. While I was busy with the whole Christmas tree thing, Kristy and Kara ran farther down the street and behind this huge wall. I could hear Kristy yelling for me to hurry up and get behind the wall so I started to run. Then my mom woke me up.
My second dream was pretty weird too. I had it Monday night.
I was at Candlelight (where the chorus goes to sing at Disney for Christmas) and Malissa, Stacey and Kari were the only choruse people there that i recognized. Everything was set up differently. It kind of liiked like the little village in Aladin with all those kiosque thingies. But they were all selling different things and were all representing different places (like at Disney's EPCOT). Anyway, I needed to leave my stuff (a purse/backpack thing, and a jacket) because I wasn't allowed to carry it around with me. I decided to leave it on the corner of a street thing and all of the candlelight people had to get in line. The girls got on the left and the boys got on the right. We slowly made our way up this huge stadium. At the bottom where you start there was a huge mass of people pushing, yelling, talking, laughing... At the top everyone was standing politely and quietly in a single file line. When you got to the top (if you were on the girl side) this girl from one of my classes who was dressed all gothic was standing there to take your picture on this really old camera. Then she made fun of most people because you had to bend sideways to be infront of the camera and most every picture was turning out bad. Once mine was taken I ran down the stadium as fast as I could and Alec and Kara were there. We started walking but then I had to get to my bag and jacket really fast or I wouldn't have them anymore. I told Kara and Alec and they kept walking in front of those stand things. I ran behind the stands and had to swerve around people and jump over boxes. At first somehow Alec and Kara were still walking beside me, but then I started running faster and they were waaay behind me. Then my mom woke me up.
Both dreams involved:
*Disney
*Something Christmas related
*People from everyday life
*Being by myself in the end
*and Running (The first time I was running from something, and I don't know if I was safe or not in the end because people left me. The second time I was running to something, and I don't know if I made it there on time -- And I left people)
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| Love part II |
[19 Feb 2006|02:31pm] |
I had an entry about love a looong time ago. It was about how sometimes I felt like I only kinda meant it. To lots of people.
But I reciantly realized that all of that was me just being fucking emo. I love a lot of people. My friends are great. My family too. I can explain that love.
But the love I can't explain is how I feel for Alec. One day I was talking to Melissa (about 2 weeks after Alec and I started dating.) about love. I told her I didn't think I was ready for love, being so young and dumb. She told me what she thought about love. Love has no age. It may mature with age and will be less childish, but you can still love someone as much when your 15 as you can when your 50.
I think she's right.
I'm so glad that Melissa is there. She's the bestest friend ever.
But Alec is like the bestest boyfriend ever. He can make me happy just when I hear his laugh over the phone. I can't describe the way that I feel about him. I'm so overwhelmed with this feeling. I always think about him. Whether its just wondering what we are going to do this weekend or worrying if he will get in trouble.
I just love him so much.
I think thats the first time I've said it to anyone other than Alec. But its true. I don't know what I would do without him.
Right now I'm in such a good mood.
I love everyone. :)
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Yeah I have lots of homework. Not really, but it feels like it. I haven't done any of it because I'm stupid...yeah.
I'm just so tired of things always being the same, but then when
someone asks me to do something different, either because I
can't...like I already have plans, or my mom said no or something...Or
because I don't think I'll be able too. Like I don't want to do
anything to change. I can't make myself. I know I should. But I just
feel like I can't. I hate that feeling. I'm just watching myself being
stupid, but still not changing.
All at the same time I just want everything to be different.
Completely. I don't want to make all the decisions to the stupid things
like what I do on Friday. I want to make the decisions that are
important and will affect me. I want to try new things, be
a...healthier person I guess...and care more about things that actually
matter. In the beginning of tenth grade I was doing great. I was a great
student. I felt good about myself. Now things should be good, better
even, but I can't seem to be happy.
The other day my mom was talking to me and she said "Remember, don't
spend all your time with Alec like your sister does with her
boyfriends. Have other friends too." I know what she means. It might
sound like a mean comment, but I definintely noticed every time my
sister dropped all of her friends for a boy. I always told myself I
wouldn't do that, but I guess I have. But, I can't help it. I love spending time with him. I'm always so happy when I get to...:) Still, I've always had many
friends, and I've never had to worry about someone like that. Of course
I always cared, but now its different.
I think a great way to relieve stress would be to have some sort of
party with all of my girlfriends. We can just relax and have fun. Maybe
not everyone, because there are some major enemies in my group of
friends, but the people that I love the most. Whether it's been 6
months since I've talked to them, or just 6 hours...I want people there
that I know I can trust and get along with.
I'm getting kind of ahead of myself here. I know this won't happen...but maybe just planning it will help me relax.
I do love planning parties....
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So today was weird. I really didn't want to take a day off of school. Especially a gold day...there's only two this week. :/ But I kinda had to. I haven't been very healthy. I don't mean anything disgusting like drugs, or stupid like not taking showers, I just haven't been taking care of myself. I let myself get too overwhelmed and I had a breakdown this morning. I guess I'm better now...not much though.
All I did today was sleep and get something to drink. I really need to get school stuff done. No more TV and very little computer. Hopefully not just for today either. I think I would be better If my life didn't revolve around whats on TV or if anyone has left me a comment or message on MySpace. It's pathetic, and I'm tired of living that way. I cleaned my room 3 weeks ago, and now its a mess. I just don't care about that stuff. But I need too. It's part of what gets to me.
I don't really know what to say other than that I should probably get back to my list, I think it will really help. If only this would have happened on a Saturday...
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I made a cute little bracelet with Alec's name on it and a heart. Actually its not cute. But it is to me.
And, I didn't get to talk to him tonight. That made me sad. :/
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I'm scared.
I keep seeing things moving out of the corner of my eye. Maybe its just because I'm so freaking tired. And sad 'cause I didn't get to talk to Alec at all today. :/
Hahahaha. That 'mood' cat is so cute! :)
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H: Your Beauty lies
in Serenity. Calm, inspiring, and nearly always
level-headed. You have a
peaceful appearance, people know they can trust you
and come to you for advice.
You probably have a soothing and beautiful voice to
match you and you are seen
as a mature, motherly figure. You don't show much
emotion which may make you
appear emotionless and distant at times, but you
are most likely a very
empathetic individual. You keep your head in bad
situations and are calm even in
good ones. You probably wear more flowing clothing
in light pastel colors and
one of your most beautiful feature is your smooth
and young face. Some people
may even be inspired simply by your presence, you
would make a great mediator or
negotiator as people know they can trust and count
on you for a peaceful
solution.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Water, Wind Animal: Swan Color:
Blues, Greens, Pastels Song:
Only Time by Enya Expression: Reassuring
Smile
Gemstone:
Amethyst Mythological Creature: Elfin Kind
Planet: Neptune
Hair Color: Light Blonde Eye Color:
Blue
Quote:
"Peace and trust take years to build and
seconds to shatter."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
brought to you by Quizilla
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[12 Jan 2006|04:16pm] |
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So after that whole nice post about me loving my friends more now than ever and crap.
Their really pissing me off. Not all of them.
But I just realised that I get attached to people to easily. They dont need me to be their friend. They don't love me. They probably don't even want to be my friend. I doubt they ever think of me.
AHHH!!! I have a date tomorrow! (my first real date!) *excited*
Octagon was today. It was alright.
But now I have the worst headache ever. Well not really, but close.
A lot of bad things happened yesterday. I'm too stressed about my classes. I cried. I don't know. I just dont care sometimes. But I should and I know that. I just cant help it...
The end.
P.S. to Misa-Sue
1. Are you okay? Laneesha said you leaveded early.
2.Chorus sucked without you. We have two songs. I hope your better tomorrow for the tryouts!!!
3.Lunch was pretty boring today too.
4.Sorry I didnt go to House. I wanted to. Too much fucking homework, and I still didn't finish it.
6.I love you. (in that same little christian way). Your like my right brain or something. (Because I think thats the creative side).
P.S. to Kara:
1. I dont know if you have this link.
2. But I think you do.
3. So...yeah sorry I guess.
4. I think you should be extra nice to me because I gave you my hunnybun the other day so you could sit with us instead of having to go in line, even though the hunnybun is like my favorite school breakfast and I was hungry.
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